Meeting

I had a lunch meeting with the new GM today. I heard some things about myself that was pretty hard to hear, but all in all I think it went well.

I am counting down the days until I head to Mesa - 8 days. I can't wait!

I came home from work last night and Mike had cleaned the bedroom. I love when he does that.

The funeral yesterday was good. I was fine until my Grandmother started crying and I saw my Dad crying. I haven't been to a funeral since I was about 8 or 9, so this was horrible for me. Things are always happening for a reason, and this is definately one of them.

My head housekeeper quit last night, and I am lucky that no one else left with her. The changes at the hotel have been hard for everyone and things are still changing. Things will settle down, I have hope they will at least.

I have been thinking of taking on a second job during the day because money is so tight with bills right now. I am hoping that I can find something to do that will pay me at least $200 to $350 a month.

Despite my financial situation right now, I have enough money to go to Mesa, Arizona and help Mike's move back to Pocatello. I sooooo looking forward to the trip. We are going to stay in Las Vegas because I have never been and hopefully do something fun and entertaining. Next weekend couldn't come quicker....

How You Doin?

♥ What are your middle names? I don't have a middle name!!! Mike's is Zane...

♥ How long have you been together? Going on ten months

♥ How long did you know each other before you started dating? About 2 years

♥ Who asked who out? He approached me

♥ How old are each of you? 23 and 26

♥ Whose siblings do you see the most? The same....my sister and his brother live with us

♥ Do you have any children together? no

♥ What about pets? Sheena the dog, Kitty the cat, and Maynard the turttle

♥ Which situation is the hardest on you as a couple? Living with our siblings has been a real issue for us; Mike would say his being currently unemployed as the hardest...

♥ Did you go to the same school? No

♥ Are you from the same home town? No

♥ Who is the smartest? It depends on what you are talking about. Mike is amazingly brilliant with some things and I am at others.

♥ Who is the most sensitive? I think I am

♥ Where do you eat out most as a couple? Mike is in love with Burger King....I loathe fast food so we just buy groceries and cook at home

♥ Who has the craziest ex? Mike because she still pops up from time to time, mine are respectful enough to keep their distance and leave us alone

♥ Who has the worst temper? Mike by far

♥ Who does the cooking? Mike because he can make anything amazing and he wants to own a restaurant.

♥ Who is more social? I think I am

♥ Who is the neat-freak? You should see our bedroom...

♥ Who is the more stubborn? We are both extremely stubborn

♥ Who hogs the bed? Neither of us do

♥ Who wakes up earlier? Me

♥ Where was your first date? I don't think we really had a "first date," so to speak...

♥ Who has the bigger family? He has more siblings than I do

♥ Do you get flowers often? I never have gotten flowers

♥ How do you spend the holidays? With my family if we can because he only has his brother here right now, his mom is actually moving back in a few weeks

♥ Who is more jealous? Me...because I am a crazy girl

♥ How long did it take to get serious? after we started dating? Like 2 minutes. We have always had a connection and we mesh extremely well

♥ Who eats more? Mike eats lots through out the day and I would rather just eat once or twice

♥ Who does/did the laundry? Me

♥ Who’s better with the computer? Me

♥ Who drives when you are together? Mike doesn't drive, he had a really bad experience when he was younger

I have had an interesting week. It feels like Friday and I have been sorely mistaken all day!

I am going to a funeral on Monday. My Great Aunt passed away this morning after a long, tough fight with many different health issues. She is in a better place now, and isn't suffering which is so much better. We love you Aunt Jeanette!

Day Off

I love having a day off of work! It is never relaxing though. Today is a perfect example.

I slept in because I decided to have insomnia last night and didn't fall asleep until well after 4am. I woke up to phone calls from my employees, no big surprise there, and had to deal with ISU. I have been scared and avoiding the place for the past week. I still haven't recieved my diploma and I recieved an odd e-mail last week about financial aid. I have been walking around thinking that I didn't graduate for some reason and I have been scared to go in and find out what is going on. I overreacted, also no surprise there! I won't get my piece of paper until March. Woot!

I washed my poor dirty car and it is so very good because it was really starting to look brown instead of green!

Mike has been suffering through a toothache for a week now and I called the dentist to see if they would perscribe some drugs because he was not wanting it pulled quite yet. Not happening. We made an appointment for this afternoon and I spent an hour and a half wating for him to get done. He feels better though and I am so glad for that!

I am also trying to plan a quick trip to Mesa to help Mike's mom move back to Idaho. We are tyring to stop in Las Vegas, the Grand Canyon, and possibly St. George to see my uncle. I can't wait for vacation time.

P.S. Blink-182 got back together. Today is a FABULOUS day!!

perfection and happiness are what i crave
desire and drive keep me going
disaster and ruin is what i get

Changes?

My work situation is still on the rocks. My GM is making a lot of very good changes, but no one I have talked to is impressed. She hasn't taught me anything as of yet; and that is why I thought she was coming to Pocatello in the first place. I am giving it a month before I start to really get fussy.

I have a lingering suspicison they are going to get rid of me; not fire me out right, but send me somewhere else. Sherry, our company's traveling manager, is headed for our hotel in Gillette Wyoming within the next month and she made a comment about having me come with her sometime soon. I want to progress in the company, but our Gillette location is soooo messed up right now it would take me and Sherry and about five others to make it work right. I know the company eventually wants to move me somewhere, but I was figuring in over a year not sooner. I would be stupid to turn down the opportunity to move up, but Gillette is not the ideal place to end up. We will see what happens....

Transition

I am not so sure what to think of my new GM. She is nice. She has great ideas. But for some reason I get the feeling she doesn't think I am good enough. This transition has actually been more difficult than I originally thought. I have been having really odd dreams and my ulcers are really bothering me. The stress is getting to me. I think I will run away for a day....