i am super negative about lots of things right now; so i just won't talk about it. the only silly good thing i have to relate to the world of blogs is that mike loves poptarts. he get's cravings like a pregnant woman does, i am not even joking. the other day he suggested we go get some. after i laugh for an eternity we go to the store and grab some along with other really random things. we are standing in the check out lane and mike looks at the cart and says,

mike: 'wow, we really did buy a lot of random things today.'
tam: yeah, like poptarts.
mike, in the most serious tone anyone could ever put on: poptarts are amazing.

it's honestly not that funny, but for some reason the way he said it coupled with the look on his face i almost died, seriously.

Work?

I worked the past seven straight days and get one day off. The company is making clean rooms one day a week. I am on a shitty salary and don't get any type of incentive for working more hours than I am required. I need a new job. Nate may have found me a new job too! His sister works at the court house is in charge of all the DA's secretaries and she is the one who hires/fires people. Someone just lost their job. Cross your fingers for me.

car shopping

so i have decided that i need a new car. the mustang is still fantastic as ever, but it doesn't really drive in the snow that will surely show up within the next month or so. that said, i am currently in the market for a new car and kind of accidentaly.

i was driving down the street the other day and saw this lovely jeep sitting in a lot with a for sale sign. i ohhed and ahhed and kept driving. three days later i am test driving the dang thing because i couldn't get it out of my silly little head that i didn't really need a new car. since then it has been down hill from there.

my dad is on the hunt for a good deal for me, and i keep scavenging through newspapers and thrifty nickels for something cheep and long-lasting. i was on ebay last night bidding on a jeep in reno and i was the highest bidder, but alas the guy wouldn't sell it to me because i was unwilling to pay what he wanted for it. so i am still on the hunt.

i still like the first jeep that started this whole mess.

are blogs supposed to have purposes?

i refuse to drink the water because i am pretty sure that it causes pregnancies. just to warn you all.

I have been so sick this past week. I seriously thought I was going to die. I skipped work on Sundaybecause it was so bad; I was vomiting everytime I moved and my sinuses were killing me. I never call in sick. It has taken me a few days, but I am better!!

I am not happy about snow already. The cooler temperatures are kinda nice, but not the snow. I can do without that.

Life is moving on, most days too quickly but mostly just moving on and forward.

Houses...again!!

I have been having very vivid dreams lately; well for a quite a while now I guess. I remember every detail. Some of these dreams are terrifying, sad, or just plain confusing.

Last nights dream was Mike and I buying a house. We walked up to this gorgeous split-level home and the couple that answered the door were packing up all of their things. I asked if they were selling the house and if we could take a look around. All the rooms were bright white and huge. The bedrooms were all open with huge closets and windows. I don't remember even looking at the kitchen. There was a pool in the backyard and a balcony off master bedroom.

Maybe it's time to buy a house? I seem to be house obsessed lately. I want to buy this dream-house.